Drowning in my emotions

I am standing on the edge of a bridge 

In silence and fear,

For the demons the society made me inherit 

Have driven me here .

Another night illuminated with fear 

Demons reside here 

And darkness is now me 

Its 3am she is knocking at the door 

Death ,she is here.

Let me pack my bag of sorrows and drive 

To my final destination 

My body is now full of scars 

Each scar representing a war 

A war i have fought with this society

But there is one great scar,the one which my own mind left 

A tattoo but invisible guess there is nothing to tell

So on the edge of the bridge i stand

About to end the fight.

The fight between me and my pastor 

A struggle between me and my family

I am praying 

A silent prayer for a reason to hold on to

But my tears are the only strings holding me from falling off 

And my ego is the one fastening and ready to let me go

The last kicks of a dying horse